I'm starting to think i don't have a chance with people.
in relationships, friendships...
i can't seem to hold on to anything, or i hold on to something that isn't there.
i think so highly of people, always give out the benefit of the doubt, and will stand up at any moment to apologize & be the "bigger person".
i've tried to quit and just not act out on my emotions and not try.
but the same things happen.
they disappear out of my life when i need them most.
maybe moving will show them all up.
i won't say goodbye, i just want to leave.