Wednesday, April 28, 2010

i mean it

this whole sudden sickness thing needs to stop.
this whole sudden sickness thing needs to stop.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

okay i guess i's posting to vent.
i guess i don't need any pity or words of any kind.

not that im a bitch,
i guess people that know me :KNOW: that's how i get through it.
im strong but at first glance i am weak.

it's not so easy when you feel like you're all alone
i know that there are people here i care greatly for
they consume my heart and soul with a peace and happiness.

this will all go away- i will push through this once again.
but where will i go from here.
maybe i will journey the good and bad the troubled and strong (in my mind at least)
i will wear a new ring on a new finger.
one that costs me my life. NO i won't go that far.
but it sure makes it special.

okay okay okay
i'll end here.

lady dawn


nothing to see here.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

dawn & dawn

leonela dawn & courtney dawn
we're having a moment

i loved my visit from leonela this week.
it was awful short but perfect.
minis the fact that aj's officially sucks.

in other news:
juds in florida playing shows until sunday
this is where i pout and look sad
also tomorrow i have another doctors app
i'm scared of what they will say

stay tuned...
and if anyone has a skin disease PLEASE let me know
or help me figure out how to cope.

with love and a handshake,
c d w

Sunday, April 4, 2010


black rebel motorcycle club
my 21st birthday
and my trip to baton rouge for RT.

Saturday, April 3, 2010


i'm not in the best place right now

i have had a terrible few days
yet the past few days have been truly amazing.

people will always shock you

i am confident in MYSELF
why do people think that is so bad
actually i like to think about it
i like to be a controversy