see earlier today you wouldn't have thought that..
i've been happy. (in the sense that i am with an amazing boy who i can't get enough of.)
but i need to reach for a goal.
i need to spread my wings. honestly.
i just have to tell myself i can do it.
i can do it.
these words are hard to come by.
i hold myself back- she holds me back- it holds me back (money)
i am going to do something about it.
just had a flashback of this time last year...
all things are different now.
okay off to bed.
Please let this work.