i mean it

this whole sudden sickness thing needs to stop.

this whole sudden sickness thing needs to stop.

okay i guess i's posting to vent.

(FOR MYSELF)

i guess i don't need any pity or words of any kind.

not that im a bitch,

i guess people that know me :KNOW: that's how i get through it.

im strong but at first glance i am weak.

it's not so easy when you feel like you're all alone

i know that there are people here i care greatly for

they consume my heart and soul with a peace and happiness.

this will all go away- i will push through this once again.

but where will i go from here.

maybe i will journey the good and bad the troubled and strong (in my mind at least)

i will wear a new ring on a new finger.

one that costs me my life. NO i won't go that far.

but it sure makes it special.

okay okay okay

i'll end here.

x0.

lady dawn

.

nothing to see here.

dawn & dawn

leonela dawn & courtney dawn

we're having a moment

i loved my visit from leonela this week.

it was awful short but perfect.

minis the fact that aj's officially sucks.

in other news:

juds in florida playing shows until sunday

this is where i pout and look sad

r e s e a r c h t u r t l e s

also tomorrow i have another doctors app

i'm scared of what they will say

stay tuned...

and if anyone has a skin disease PLEASE let me know

or help me figure out how to cope.

with love and a handshake,

c d w

march

black rebel motorcycle club

my 21st birthday

and my trip to baton rouge for RT.

hers.

i'm not in the best place right now

i have had a terrible few days

yet the past few days have been truly amazing.

people will always shock you

i am confident in MYSELF

why do people think that is so bad

actually i like to think about it

i like to be a controversy

hers.