thing: i rarely tell anyone besides Mike (i miss you)
and i certainly don't write it or status it every 10 minutes..
i feel the walls falling down
i know i can't be there for you (or i feel like i can't be there for you) not literally anyways.
i can be here in a form of a voice and a sense of comfort & support from a distance
and even then you rarely use my services
right now im strictly concerned.. yes concerned.. about me.
i can't get over what i don't have anymore
i can't get over the fact that i don't have a few people in my life anymore
and i can't get over the debt that now lays before me.
i really need a light.