he has grown so much as a person.
i miss his laugh and soul.
such a lovely soul.
I wish i were around more- i feel like i have become a stranger,
not only with Jay, but with everyone.
(am i becoming a stranger in my own town?)
i don't wish to, but i think it is what i am becoming..
ANYWAY. words that were spoken tonight were very positive,
and much needed. I think i can do anything when i speak it.
I N E E D A C T I O N
so many plans come to mind.