haven't said much on here in a few days..

[sorry]

i have been staying with sarah & drew.

doing what anyone would want to do:

being lazy and sitting around the house drinking wine and whatnot.

it's been lovely.

last night i had a panic attack.

i don't know how im going to be able to sleep alone much longer

ESP when i move.

there will need to be someone in my house at all times.

eep.

can someone do me a huge favor

and just help me deal with growing up.

haha

this whole me being 20 and feeling like im 24

minus all the responsibilities i HAVEN'T yet had to deal with.

(it's coming fast & soon)

im not ready.