i have been staying with sarah & drew.
doing what anyone would want to do:
being lazy and sitting around the house drinking wine and whatnot.
it's been lovely.
last night i had a panic attack.
i don't know how im going to be able to sleep alone much longer
ESP when i move.
there will need to be someone in my house at all times.
can someone do me a huge favor
and just help me deal with growing up.
this whole me being 20 and feeling like im 24
minus all the responsibilities i HAVEN'T yet had to deal with.
(it's coming fast & soon)
im not ready.