O V E R S E X E D
L E W D
N A U G H T Y
H O R N Y
I V E
N E V E R
B E E N
T H I S
G I R L . . .
[so what does that mean i am "right now"?]
this is what goes on..
this is truth.
truth i know i have spoken before,
but truth that maybe someone hasn't understood yet.
therefore i'll speak it again.
im still falling for this boy.
well, this boy is more like a man.
a young man, who holds a piece of my heart.
& i wonder if he knows it?
i wonder, for a second, if he has a clue.
and for moments i thought i didn't know what i wanted.
but i do.
sometimes i get worried, and sometimes i go plumb mad
but i have never cried over not having someone near me
and i do with him.
never before have i cried because i truly miss someone.
and that someone hasn't even been around enough
and even before we had ever met i cried for him
not for pity
but for an emotion to show
one that im blinded to.
once in a while, i cry.