The Last Cheap Drug.

^^

2012-01-24T15:51:00.001-06:00

C LI C KKK M MMMEEE !

2011-12-22T14:32:00.002-06:00

C L I CK   
H E R E   
I F    
Y O U   
N  E E D   
A   
C U T E   
H O U S E  
C L E A N E  R 
-          -           -
 who doesnt?

blood jewels

2011-12-19T20:22:00.002-06:00

okay.. times ticking. got to late for the blood part.. haha

trash.

2011-12-09T21:48:00.003-06:00

i'm so sick of unfaithfulness.

SICK of IT.

GROW THE FUCK UP - and learn how to finish something before you start it.

I mean i could be the only person on this world who still believes it to be this way. (if you ask me)

i'm filled with the nausea and depression when i hear about this foolery.

i'm sick to my stomach when i hear about this fucking new take on a relationship.

G R O W T H E F U C K U P

i hope you all get the case of the ______________.

END

ps: if you're not worth it

wear this.

for the laziness.

2011-12-09T17:46:00.003-06:00

in theory.

currently i have been on the lookout for a new job/house to clean/ass to kiss.

NE XT_ also.. W E A R E M O V I N G!! too a new house of course. (casey and myself)

i'm not the one to be so open... wait yes i am__ but times are ruff! indeed.

money consumes me and everyone else on this godforsaken place.

i am trying to keep my spirits high, but i stumble, and lose myself in the dark.

BUT FOR ONCE__ i have people in my life(aka: F R I E N D S) that know just how to

cheer me up, or at least, make me feel like i have a future, and that this won't be

torture for me much longer.... i hope this is true.

enjoy the pictures, create something inside you, let it grow, and produce art for others.

2011-11-03T20:58:00.001-05:00

a dore.

it's wonderful.

2011-11-03T19:58:00.001-05:00

my days have been amazing lately.

mmmm

2011-10-15T16:32:00.002-05:00

i'm having a good day already.

fur mini vest- check
vintage long black dress- check
cigarette extender- check
etc. etc. etc.

tricks & treats.

::: ::: :

2011-10-15T16:29:00.000-05:00

xoxox.

amen.

2011-09-30T21:29:00.002-05:00

protect me
from the horrible things i may do.

little funny things i type.

2011-09-30T21:16:00.002-05:00

i have met enough assholes and frauds.

and clearly when i heard myself say i hate people about 8 times today over someone being either careless on the road, an idiot in general, or just a fucking dick. i decided
i need to meet new people (or i should just never go outside_again.)

2011-09-30T20:53:00.002-05:00

2011-08-07T16:53:00.001-05:00

a scar means, I survived.

no. 9

2011-07-17T18:47:00.004-05:00

NAT NAT

2011-07-17T18:18:00.002-05:00

2011-06-10T17:58:00.001-05:00

whoops.

on the roof

2011-06-08T04:23:00.001-05:00

Pet Shop Boys - West End Girls by manon42

currently:

2011-06-06T20:25:00.004-05:00

OFF OF WORK DAY_
ok so i'm being a bum and watching the dark crystal at casey's house.

i've currently been couch surfing.. I Know.. not the best situation, but things are tough.
with this loss ive been meeting some wonderful people that want peace and happiness just like me.
it's actually a blessing. i'm fortunate.

it's time for :

FLASH BACK MOVIE PHOTOS ! !

J I M H E N S O N M A Y H E R E S T I N P E A C E

i want to be romantic.

2011-06-06T16:22:00.002-05:00

c.

ps: i guess i might need to shave my legs huh?...

2011-06-06T16:05:00.001-05:00

bat embryo so cute.

2011-06-06T15:12:00.002-05:00

click it bigger

2011-06-05T21:25:00.006-05:00

all we do is move all we do is move all we do is move.
all we do is move all we do is move all we do is move.
all we do is move all we do is move all we do is move.
all we do is move all we do is move all we do is move.

and these are the moments when you smile and make GIF's of people just being themselves.

2011-06-05T21:12:00.004-05:00

2011-06-02T17:31:00.002-05:00

this post has been erased and edited:

in my world everyone should have read this shit.
but i would have hurt feelings..
soo therefore im sucking it up for you... awesome

enjoy the rest of your day.

last laugh

2011-06-02T16:17:00.005-05:00

i'm sorry i'm not who you want me to be.. i can't change who i am to please you.. i hope you can understand.

tonight i would like to have some fun with you.
regardless....

FUCK YOU GIRLFRIEND.
thought we were cool.

suki suki

2011-05-31T00:38:00.002-05:00

just got home.. okay make that just got to my mothers house.. lately i have been living out of my car surfing from one couch to the next. loving every minute of chill time with my friends, loving every second of my days, except the fact that i don't have a place to call my home.
when will i ever fill like i fit in.. (and i don't mean fit in.. i mean fit into myself.)
if that makes any sense.

so now that i just got home... im leaving.. going back to the place i was before..
hopefully i just wake up tomorrow for work in the am.
goodnight.

clueless

2011-05-31T00:17:00.002-05:00

you lose somethings and then you gain somethings, and then you lose the somethings you just gained over the first person you lost....
i just don't get relationships/friendships/and any other ships that you know about.

but i sure am wanting to drive back downtown and put on my roller skates...
and listen to groovy music in the car.

i need air

2011-05-27T18:31:00.005-05:00

Electrify my body
And you’re makin’ me feel
Like I’m so electric
Everything you do is makin’ me
Blow Blow Blow

Don’t know what to do about it
Can’t see how I’d live without it
All I wanna do is just
Know Know Know

You suffocate my mind
And now my atmosphere is crowded
And you being here is makin’ me
Blow Blow Blow

You penetrate my space
And now I’m looking out of place
And you’re makin’ it hard for me
I need air!

(holy shit... my mind has been read.)
let us all be free and live tonight

2011-04-22T12:59:00.001-05:00

created using the animated gifs maker at MakeAGif

2011-04-22T12:29:00.004-05:00

dirt worship

2011-04-22T12:11:00.002-05:00

happy earth day. worship father sky and mama earth today.

random picture day.

2011-03-26T13:07:00.003-05:00

z e n

2011-03-23T00:32:00.002-05:00

buddah's life in pictures.

unfinished

2011-03-22T17:10:00.004-05:00

today

2011-03-18T14:29:00.002-05:00

t o d a y
h a s n t
r e a l l y
s t a r t e d
y e t

_________________________________

i need to shave my legs.
i need to eat.
i need to shower.
i need to smoke.
i need to see a friend.
i need to get dressed.
i need to have a great night.

whhoooohhhooooo!!

meow

2011-03-16T01:33:00.007-05:00

posted.. FINALLY..and goodnight.
e n d
sorry if this did not suffice your little blogging mind.

1219^^bam

2011-03-16T00:08:00.004-05:00

note to self #315.
please try not to worry about other people so much that you forget about how you feel.

i had to really stop for a minute today and realize that i don't listen 100% ha
sounds funny when i think it out loud but it's true.

in the sense that sometimes i might make someone feel a way about me and not mean to. so i tell them no that's not how i meant it and basically "you feel wrong"... now no one likes to hear that... how would i know how someone felt.. Right...

well i don't all the time. and today i tried to be selfless so that i could hear someone else out.
instead of not facing their emotions towards me.

seems to me like this is the best way to handle any situation.. How did it take so long to get this.
sometimes you have to try and relate to the other person, and just say you're sorry and understand their point of view.
be humble and let your fences down.
take a few deep breaths and meditate if you have to.

i promise it's been doing me wonders in my world.

to sum this all up i'll go about it like this:
when someone you care about is willing to communicate with you on how they feel about something, esp. if it's something about you. open up your ears and listen, take it all in and consider the situation. a lot of the times things can be easiest solved if it's all out on the table. don't forget your manners, you were raised in the south .

baloop

2011-03-14T02:35:00.002-05:00

I can totally understand why no one would want to read or look at this blog. just some girl wanting to post pictures of her daily life hahaha.

i'll come back down to the blog world soon i swear. but i just need to get some things in order before i actually take time to thinkkkkk before i speak or type something down.

maybe after this week i will finally post something worth your while..

in the mean time im sure i will be taking and posting more pictures enjoy the day ... night ... it's 2:38am i need to get a pillow...

s l e e p

2011-03-14T01:24:00.003-05:00

i had a very sleepy day.

went to bed at 5am
the clocks went forward and we woke up at 1.
i went to goodwill got a few finds
came home to take a 2 hour nap
went to eat with holt at tony's pizza
and then the day was over..

why do these things happen?

succulents

2011-03-11T15:11:00.002-06:00

my boyfriend loves botany and plants and gardening, right...
and i love these succulents the most!
enjoy.

2011-03-11T12:40:00.002-06:00

it's 12:41PM
i'm sitting in bed watching Sex and the City
mac book pro in my lap with FB open
thinking...

what the hell am i doing home today?

it's gorgeous outside, i have NO job..
and i need one.

twenty two

2011-03-11T11:29:00.002-06:00

++++

2011-03-04T00:57:00.004-06:00

2011-03-03T16:15:00.005-06:00

"my series of thoughts"001

2011-01-12T20:44:00.003-06:00

001.
i will spend days of my life waiting.

So maybe i grew up over the years
have we all been oblivious to this?

time is the one thing that continues
without having a nervous breakdown
i wish i were more like time.

in my mind there is right, and there is a way out.
(please let me be able to use this one day)

"my series of thoughts"001

a terrible little thought with a pinch of depression...

2011-01-12T17:16:00.003-06:00

you know what this is?
it's CLAIMING something's wrong.

and it's our depression

that sickness alone will build up the highest mountain and collapse right there beneath my feet.

bring me to my lowest of lows and no one would ever guess

but it's true. . it will eat us up.

these negative T H O U G H T S that make us seem to think that we don't have it all
or we deserve more..

HELLO LOOOOOOK what we have!!!!

we have a lot

we willlllll

conquer this sickness

CLAIM THAT if you claim anything at all.

and that's what i have to say about that.

medicated.

2011-01-12T16:48:00.003-06:00

why's it been so long?
is it because i have become a clam?
or because i have a partner to share my little hopes and dreams with?
is it because i started Hair School.. and i switch over on the floor next week?

Hmmm...

maybe because of all of the above.
although i'd hate to admit i have become a hermit.
But looks like that's the case.

and sooo my poor pitiful life goes on. JOKE
i'm well.
need to be medicated.
but im well.

BIGGER PICTURE && subject change....
advice: advice: advice

how is it that people want to ask me for advice.
HELLO did you not see my "need to be medicated" posting.
hahaha.
actually i wish i could take my own advice--- i wish i would be as calm
taking my own advice as when i was giving my own advice.
because i think i'm a pretty wise person (when i write)

E E E N N NNN DDD DD D D D .

to lace :]

2011-01-12T16:46:00.000-06:00

NOSAJ THING "AQUARIUM" from Dugan O'Neal on Vimeo.

Die Antwoord - Evil Boy (Explicit Version)

2010-12-04T17:05:00.000-06:00

and the saying of the day:

2010-12-04T17:04:00.001-06:00

hellnight

2010-10-26T00:14:00.005-05:00

show me your pretty eyes...

try vixen bunnies, drunken party go-ers, the love of my life, dancing flappers, dj's, dragqueens, cigarettes, and an empty tank.
put that all together and you get this past weekend.

meow

2010-10-19T12:05:00.001-05:00

alright BITCH, you're out of the club

my prize awaits me.. i hope

2010-10-07T22:51:00.004-05:00

BENTO BENTO BENTO BENTO
click zis!

i really truly have always wanted to create cool food pieces through the use of a bento box, however i don't think i'm ever going to be able to have enough time to do so.. not for now anyways.

my mom used to actually give me my lunch in a bento box that was clear and pink with a dancing ballet kitty cat on it.
well, while looking for it the other day to pack a lunch i found out she sold it in a garage sale..
in other words (im pissed)
MUST FIND AMAZING BENTO BOX SOON!

what do you think?

mes and yous

2010-10-07T22:45:00.001-05:00

dear miss britte
i would like to take puppy dog pictures with you again soon.
i hope band of horses brings back a many of memories of us being dramatic -_-
SHEESHes loveyourlittlegirlfriendcourtneyjames

me raw

2010-10-07T22:39:00.001-05:00

raw
i feel this now.
raw
are my eyes.

could someone make me a something out of amethyst?
i could do it myself.
i just might do it too.

suck it

2010-09-21T23:49:00.002-05:00

so many things can hurt you

so, so many things.

the "thing to do" is take "deep breaths" in and out.

people will tell you this.

IT doesn't make you feel any better and it doesn't really DO THE TRICK.

although you are in tears at times and you may feel in the lowest place ever

i say take a step back and think of what YOU have done or are doing and think HMMM... maybe i should suck it up.

this might not work for you but it did for me today

FUCK breathing correctly

i had to use the THOUGHT process.

this may all seem silly and not make sense,

but this is my blog and this is really only for me.

so suck it (literally)

those suckers look good enough to eat.

life is livable.

and if you don't think so, listen to some good ass music.

at least it will ease your mind, body, and soul.

The xx - Crystalised

2010-09-21T23:43:00.000-05:00

take 2 (not necessary)

2010-09-20T00:18:00.003-05:00

this boy lights up my life.

this girl is my bestfriend.

im extremely restless yet tired.

tomorrow WORK

and the next day and the next and next.....

someone send me money PLEASE im now taking donations.

help the courtney live without stress (from dept) fund.

:) cheese.

zzzzz-nightz

bitchass twins.

2010-09-08T00:24:00.003-05:00

i'm in love.

IT'S TRUE.

i'm off tomorrow.

and im not really THRILLED about it.

why would i want a wed. off??

i mean since there are soo many things to do on a wed.

i guess i'll try to do something productive like:

- clean my room

- pay my car note

- wash clothes

- wash my car

- fill up my car

- wax my eyebrows

THESE THINGS MOST LIKELY WON'T GET DONE

but at least i thought about them... right?

in other news...

i was watching (spin crowd) and i just have to say the two bitchass "pr twins" are ugly nasty ass nose talking bimbos.

END. hahahaha

a little dramatic but just watch it and you'll agree (SWEAR)

i'm in love with this photographer.

blah.

2010-09-06T22:15:00.004-05:00

and today i feel depressed.

SCRATCH THAT.

and (tonight) i feel depressed.

i don't really know if it's Depression, as much as it is, sadness.

i've said it a billion times already (friends)

i miss friends.

sigh.. okay i know im not alone.

but i just need to stop being so socially ADD and just get out there again. hahaha

omg i sound desperate.

listening to metric and about to just drive to the corner get a pack of smokes and call it a night.

i need to do something.

i worked all day and once again tomorrow. WAHH make it stop.

g o o d n i g h t

nothing really to say soooo sorry.

miss morgan

2010-08-26T02:09:00.002-05:00

advice should never be sour.

[says myself]

tonight i met a lovely girl.

her mind is wandering.

she is a beautiful soul.

we shared secrets and deep words.

it makes me see a brighter light.

a much brighter light.

this day should come by the dozens, we need more conversation, this world.

this is all i had to say. goodnight.

the now

2010-08-23T00:46:00.002-05:00

my yesterday.

just as amazing as it seems.

and now what i would do for Taco Bell or Gatti's Pizza.

before the night is over i will blow you a kiss goodnight.

keep

2010-08-19T16:27:00.004-05:00

There are a few things i'd like to throw

and a few things i'd like to keep.

This is one thing i don't ever want to be without.

i am in love with this creature

and i have to make some changes and toss some of my ways to have a happily ever after

sometimes we have to make changes for the ones we love

don't worry i'll still be courtney

4you

2010-08-16T18:54:00.001-05:00

daniel paul johns

Mmmmmm

pastels

2010-08-15T01:41:00.005-05:00

next big thing- in my next life.

shhh

2010-08-12T11:16:00.003-05:00

the most horrible, most embarrassing things happened last night.

i will keep my mouth shut.

not tell a word about it.

you know nothing more than you do now.

† † † † † † † † † † † † † † †

shot

2010-08-11T22:15:00.000-05:00

currently i can't decide what to wear.

therefore i will look to the sky and be furious.

SNAP.

turn the radio up

2010-08-11T21:22:00.001-05:00

this is what you make it.

this is what i made.

you must read.

2010-08-11T21:08:00.003-05:00

i don't know how long this will last.

[the me posting twice in a row in the same day again shit]

*don't get me wrong it's amazing, i enjoy it, i love it.

but often i find myself busy.. and then when the working day is over i find myself without a plan in the world.

and then i sit and think... Hmmm what the fuck am i going to do now... sometimes nothing, sometimes i watch reruns of SouthPark or Tosh.o thanks to my boyfriend and his friends. These things aren't my savior. these things aren't things i REALLY enjoy.. but i do them.

it sucks when i have listened to my whole Itunes library about 6789 times,

it sucks to think about my current hair color and then sit on my mac and look through old photos and then get up to go to the bathroom where i have to face myself in the mirror again and again and again, telling myself to stfu and love who i am and what i've become.

my bf tells me to love myself first and everything else will fall into line, that im beautiful and that he loves me.

(thats an actual text from this morning as i am driving to work)

i wanted to surprise myself this afternoon with a box color (or two) and just fucking change myself.

but will tat really change me, or will that change my appearance??

could i in fact change my outlook by the color of my hair.. HMM this got me thinking..

but no.

No i didn't buy the dye, no i didn't go out for a drink, no i didn't phone a friend or use my 50/50 i just sat back and started typing.

H E R E

in this little box on my computer screen.

type type type type type

still typing my fingers away.

deleting and punctuating.

will i sleep like a solider tonight?

will i sleep at all.

So here's to tonight,

may she hold me tight and kiss my head.

tell me things are going to fucking calm down and that i should just learn to know like and eventually love myself for everything i am and everything i am becoming.

thankfully for me i will be held in the arms of the one i love.

my comfort and my constant, my man.

-- yeah yeah enough already with the mushy shit--

OKAY!

as for now, i'll be right here updating this page with all the things i am going to find here on the ole' internet since i have no plans.

later-

don't lose yourself, don't let yourself be lost...

2010-08-11T21:05:00.002-05:00

First things first...

I DO NOT REMEMBER GOOGLE(ING) THIS.. hah

(google: Kosher Dill)

i don't remember a lot these days.

yet i remember how things used to feel.

(when i finally remember)

p a s t

2010-06-15T02:48:00.000-05:00

it's all true.

they are seeking

2010-06-11T00:48:00.003-05:00

2 people have come about again in my life this late night.

1 + 1 = 2

they seek words and advice.

they seek passionate emotions.

they seek a friend.

the same friend/lover they have once had before.

i am her.

she is me.

i'm not the same girl i was last year.

i have since moved on.

i have found myself out.

i have forgiven.

i am a forgiver.

i have value.

the girl you want back isn't around.

from the deepest pit of my belly,

courtney dawn wilks

dear holt,

you are my present, and future.

i love you.

even though you aren't reading this i want you to know that.

†††cdw†††

secrets.

2010-06-10T01:13:00.004-05:00

Secret #189:

I felt prettier last year.

[no im not trying to be stupid. im trying to tell you how i feel]

Secret #345:

I am happier this year.

love changes you.

holding me back

2010-06-10T01:07:00.003-05:00

i guess i am in this weird place.

see earlier today you wouldn't have thought that..

i've been happy. (in the sense that i am with an amazing boy who i can't get enough of.)

but i need to reach for a goal.

i need to spread my wings. honestly.

i just have to tell myself i can do it.

i can do it.

...

these words are hard to come by.

i hold myself back- she holds me back- it holds me back (money)

i am going to do something about it.

just had a flashback of this time last year...

all things are different now.

okay off to bed.

Please let this work.

-ciao.

2010-05-31T22:12:00.000-05:00

i've kept the key this whole time.

2010-05-31T00:00:00.003-05:00

i have failed to mention.

something so greatly important.

i have moved on.

i have beyond moved on.

i am happily in love with him.

the best part about it is everything.

never before.

have i felt this way.

he knows it.

we speak it to one another daily.

IT is like nothing else.

i just want to say it out loud.

who cares if you can't handle it.

it's time to be free.

xo holt.

(i zipped my lips but never threw away the key)

watercolour.

2010-05-30T23:54:00.002-05:00

watercolour watercolour watercolour

i'm going to pick you up.

maybe try you on for size.

hopefully you will not let me down.

i need another outlet.

BRAIN OVERLOAD

WARNING

GET A HOBBY!!

damn.

T E S T I N G one, two, three.

grining

2010-05-10T01:02:00.003-05:00

the wait.

it’s so fucking worth it.

i would be opposed to waiting in any situation, but i am coming to realize that sometimes there is an exception. it’s so fucking worth the wait. I have had an incredible two days. I can’t wait to see what tomorrow holds. I can’t wait for someone to notice my happiness. People sometimes bring the most joy out of life.

i leave with this one suggestion to everyone: CONVERSE [MORE]

-cdw

(off of my new "tumblr" blog)

"To The Gypsy That Remains"

it's more of a picture blog

but they both will catch the same action.

never ever

2010-05-08T21:38:00.002-05:00

on my day off you might find me:

-at the beach

-at the thrift stores

-in my bed

-in your room

- or my favorite playing dress up

i'm still a little girl on the inside.

i might never ever change.

2010-05-08T01:16:00.000-05:00

note to self.

2010-05-08T01:01:00.009-05:00

CLUSTER &*%#

2010-05-07T00:36:00.000-05:00

one day i'll have something real to say.

2010-05-03T19:54:00.002-05:00

tsetdoolb

bloodtest

i mean it

2010-04-28T00:52:00.000-05:00

this whole sudden sickness thing needs to stop.

2010-04-27T15:21:00.003-05:00

okay i guess i's posting to vent.

(FOR MYSELF)

i guess i don't need any pity or words of any kind.

not that im a bitch,

i guess people that know me :KNOW: that's how i get through it.

im strong but at first glance i am weak.

it's not so easy when you feel like you're all alone

i know that there are people here i care greatly for

they consume my heart and soul with a peace and happiness.

this will all go away- i will push through this once again.

but where will i go from here.

maybe i will journey the good and bad the troubled and strong (in my mind at least)

i will wear a new ring on a new finger.

one that costs me my life. NO i won't go that far.

but it sure makes it special.

okay okay okay

i'll end here.

x0.

lady dawn

.

2010-04-27T15:03:00.004-05:00

nothing to see here.

dawn & dawn

2010-04-08T23:37:00.004-05:00

leonela dawn & courtney dawn

we're having a moment

i loved my visit from leonela this week.

it was awful short but perfect.

minis the fact that aj's officially sucks.

in other news:

juds in florida playing shows until sunday

this is where i pout and look sad

r e s e a r c h t u r t l e s

also tomorrow i have another doctors app

i'm scared of what they will say

stay tuned...

and if anyone has a skin disease PLEASE let me know

or help me figure out how to cope.

with love and a handshake,

c d w

march

2010-04-04T00:34:00.000-05:00

black rebel motorcycle club

my 21st birthday

and my trip to baton rouge for RT.

hers.

2010-04-03T23:15:00.005-05:00

i'm not in the best place right now

i have had a terrible few days

yet the past few days have been truly amazing.

people will always shock you

i am confident in MYSELF

why do people think that is so bad

actually i like to think about it

i like to be a controversy

hers.

the picture show

2010-03-27T20:31:00.003-05:00

me and rachael made it to baton rouge

today: i wore my jumpsuit.

tonight: i wear a mask to hide my drunkenness.

i don't think i'm ready to party with miss leonela yet haha (once again)

houston could barely handle us think about BR.

an aspiring director from los angeles last week told me to work on head shots...

need i say anything else???

and finally the amazing, beautiful, full of life GABBY.

we had an ichat session where all we did was send pictures back and forth..

(as always)

i miss her soo much,

she's on her way out to a party- wish her luck

AND gabby, please don't smoke a pack again....

you're throat will hate you for life.. or at least the weekend.

ciao'

i'm ready to make some memories.

tears and hair.

2010-03-24T00:43:00.002-05:00

the last trip i made to nashville...

i just uploaded the pictures from my phone.

it makes me want to cry.

by the way, if you haven't NOTICED my hair is a different length... here it is.

untitled.

2010-03-22T00:01:00.000-05:00

need i say anything at all..

10@10

2010-03-21T23:03:00.003-05:00

"the breakfast club"

_^^^^_

2010-03-19T12:05:00.003-05:00

ask me questions on H E R E

today will be better.

TOMORROW will be amazing (black rebel motorcycle club at the house of blues in Houston) and after 10pm tonight i dont have work till 3pm tuesday... MEANING i SHOULD be going to SXSW ahhhh---- why aren't i.... i need to be there this year - says mike. love you

elba no.1

2010-03-17T00:12:00.003-05:00

good things come from the light but the darkest of shades

they too will fade but to a pale white.

(by the way: the writing above is complete top off the head- sounds magical though)

not sure on if your mind can make sense of it all..

it's all - there - you know.

this my darling is a little something called

ANN DEMEULEMEESTER F/W 2010

and if it doesn't have you and i written all over it, well then i don't know what does.

white palms

2010-03-16T23:37:00.004-05:00

i've been silent.

pictures are my way of conversation at the moment.

i'm busy with work, with life, with the season change.

happy i have made a new amazing set of friends and loving what it feels like to really live to know lake charles.

weird i say this I KNOW.

and trust me this little lady won't be here forever, but i guess i always neglected the hidden beauty that is lake charles.

yesterday was P E R F E C T

me and 30 other people hanging out on the beach all day till the night.

playing volleyball and all.

listening to BRMC (which im going to see saturday in houston at the house of blues)

drinking a few beers and just talking about life.

i didn't get back to my house till 9:10 am

and i'm just getting off of work 9 hours.. fml

cannot wait to go to bed tonight!

so i heard- st patties day tomorrow (dont forget to wear your green)

oh texas...

2010-03-16T13:00:00.000-05:00

b i r t h d a y f u n

beaumont showed me a good time.

back to the inspiration

2010-03-10T01:09:00.003-06:00

what i would do for the brightest of things.

better watch your breath mr.

i'm going to get you.

who knows what i'm talking about....

21 21 21 21

2010-03-09T00:20:00.005-06:00

my 21st birthday was saturday.

MARCH 6TH 2010

1. date - Fancy dress+Fancy Dinner+Fancy flowers+Black Rebel Motorcycle Club tickets+Premier of Alice in Wonderland=21 bday date perfection

2. Lunch date with Kelli @ Nina P's and vintage shopping!

3. lunch date with trevor at hibachi!!!

4. Rach,Tay,Me trip to texas for sxse on friday= MIDNIGHT bday SHOTS!

5. Rachael got me a Red dress for my bday and crown and wand AND threw me a surprise bday party with all of our friends and a bon fire and lights galore and party mixes and wine THEN casino!!!

6. taylor and i go to texas AGAIN for sxse DANCE DANCE DANCE good music good times

pictures soon hopefully.

best week ever.

thanks to EVERYONE!!!!

i'm not a lesbian (even though no one believes me)

2010-03-02T02:26:00.006-06:00

I JUST LISTED EVERY BOY I HAVE HAD AN ACTUAL CRUSH/RELATIONSHIP WITH IN THE PAST 5 YEARS

LISTS ARE SO WONDERFUL

A GREAT SOURCE OF MEDITATION FOR ME

The Last Cheap Drug.

____^^____

C LI C KKK M MMMEEE !

blood jewels

trash.

for the laziness.

it's wonderful.

mmmm

::: ::: :

amen.

little funny things i type.

no. 9

NAT NAT

on the roof

currently:

i want to be romantic.

click it bigger

last laugh

suki suki

clueless

i need air

dirt worship

random picture day.

z e n

unfinished

today

meow

1219^^bam

baloop

s l e e p

succulents

twenty two

++++

"my series of thoughts"001

a terrible little thought with a pinch of depression...

medicated.

to lace :]

Die Antwoord - Evil Boy (Explicit Version)

and the saying of the day:

hellnight

meow

my prize awaits me.. i hope

mes and yous

me raw

suck it

The xx - Crystalised

take 2 (not necessary)

bitchass twins.

blah.

miss morgan

the now

keep

4you

pastels

shhh

shot

turn the radio up

you must read.

don't lose yourself, don't let yourself be lost...

p a s t

they are seeking

secrets.

holding me back

i've kept the key this whole time.

watercolour.

grining

never ever

note to self.

CLUSTER &*%#

i mean it

.

dawn & dawn

march

hers.

the picture show

tears and hair.

untitled.

10@10

_______^^^^_______

elba no.1

^^

_^^^^_